hey... still as fat as a house...

the lax i took didnt work again... this is pissing me off

so 2 more lax tonight

weight ICK 142.6
WTF

I ate and purged... gonna do it again later...
I am disgusting

im tired... stupid i shouldnt be

i want to eat normally and still lose weight... im not satisfied with my bping right now... but thats the only time I eat. I told myself I had to eat less in binges this month because of my low money this month but i usually remember after ive binged... never when i am actually doing it.

 i HATE being so fat