hey...
weight 134.0 back down

well i dont know about this not binging... i binged again today... and kind of want to again... I am going to try to delay it perhaps not do it...

I didnt binge till painfully full but I still ate a lot
2 turkey burgers on bread and ketchup
3 ham and cheese sandwiches
1 cheese sandwich
a bowl of salad with dressing
3/4 bag of baby carrots with dressing/dip
water
pre-purge 144.0, post purge 136.6 (thats up a lot because I ate watermelon earlier today I think)

Im tired, which is stupid because ive only been up for like 7 hours.

Finished the sleeve of the shirt I am crocheting... I got to make another sleeve now... then just the trim and putting it together. I need another ball of crochet thread though

i dont know i guess i dont have much to say today
my case worker was here today... we talked a bit... mentioned how my dr thinks maybe the leg pains might be lack of nutrients or something, i also said I eat pretty healthy so if nutrients are missing then what do i need to eat fast food all the time?
She asked if I have been purging at all, or more. I said I have been better and i have been worse, it is true, i dont think she really knows i have binged though... thats good because she would be disgusted. I am disgusting.
She asked how my weight was, where abouts it was. I said 140s (thats what my dr and therapist think)
She said okay, then something about getting to 100 or 99 and I really dont know what she said about it because I heard the numbers and I was like does she think I can get that low?

but she didnt focus or continue talking about it.

alright i guess thats it